I do make a damn fine cup of coffee by the way. Always pirked. Yum yum. Would you like to have a cup?
Tim Horton
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It's happening, the anger and depression are taking over
by Tim Horton ini haven't posted for a while.
i'm starting to really lose my cool.
i'm angry all the time, it seems at everyone.
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It's happening, the anger and depression are taking over
by Tim Horton ini haven't posted for a while.
i'm starting to really lose my cool.
i'm angry all the time, it seems at everyone.
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Tim Horton
Hi everyone,
I went to bed at 9:30 last night. Like a good girl and I am feeling much better. It's amazing how a good nights sleep can do all the world of good. I think thats the phrase. I felt much better this morning when I read all your advice and comments. It's nice to Know that people still care. I know it sounds silly. But right now, I feel like I've lost so much. I really miss my family. I've had 2 very violent relationships in my life and the one that I had seems to be surfacing really bad right now. They call it post traumatic disorder. Something like that. The fighting with Mr. Horton seems to have triggered it. I also feel really angry about the ORG. right now. There's so much pressure from them. It's becoming more apparent to me every day, what a ridiculous religion they really are. Cult really. Their answer for everything is in a book or magazine. When I told my sister that Mr.Horton and I were going to see a councellor she got all upset and said not to trust in Man. Only in Jehovah. She said to read the family life book. Talk to the elders. I can't imagine telling the elders anything about my private life. They wouldn't understand a thing. Besides it's none of their business. I guess I have to agree with Almostatheist, that I can't make any rash decisions as to divorce because I have too many additional stressors right now and it wouldn't be fair to take them out on my husband. The man that I love. Thank you all again. Love and hugs Chris(panther) -
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Tim Horton
Don't you agree. I guess time will tell.
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It's happening, the anger and depression are taking over
by Tim Horton ini haven't posted for a while.
i'm starting to really lose my cool.
i'm angry all the time, it seems at everyone.
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Tim Horton
I'm sorry for sounding angry at you guys. I'm not. There's just so much going on right now. I feel like I have nobody to turn to. This forum just doesn't feel like enough. I usually talk to my sister and I don't have her right now, so it's really hard. My husbands family keeps calling here, the elders are coming to the house. I have renovations going on. Mr. Horton and I aren't getting along, as planned. It just feels like too much. My car is falling apart this week. I have to get that fixed or get a new one. It's overwhealming, the kids are kids as usual. Diapers, arguing. It just feels crazy. I'm trying to hold it together but wonder what life is really all about, because right now mine isn't fun. I keeping hoping for a sunnier day. I'm determined not to go back to the truth though, the socalled truth because then my fight for freedom would be all for not. sorry to be such a pain in the ass right now. I'm venting so much. It feels good just to type it out. I know things will get better though, because I'm a fighter, and they always do. I refuse to cave, to be unhappy. I will get my act together guys, you'll see. I'm a tough cookie. It's the only way I've survived. thanks for listening hugs panther
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It's happening, the anger and depression are taking over
by Tim Horton ini haven't posted for a while.
i'm starting to really lose my cool.
i'm angry all the time, it seems at everyone.
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Tim Horton
i noticed alot of people read my post and didn't reply. i guess there's alot of unfeeling people out there after all. thanks alot guys. some support group or maybe you just don't know what to say, or just don't care to say
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It's happening, the anger and depression are taking over
by Tim Horton ini haven't posted for a while.
i'm starting to really lose my cool.
i'm angry all the time, it seems at everyone.
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Tim Horton
Hi ,
I haven't posted for a while. I'm starting to really lose my cool. I'm angry all the time, it seems at everyone. Have any of you ever experienced this. I think I'm totally losing it. I'm either really angry or I'm crying my eyes out. I feel so much hurt about my marriage. I just don't know what to do. Mr. Horton came home and we tried to work it out but I just can't . I'm so hurt and angry. I feel like all hope is lost. I'm a bitter poisened woman. Destined to be alone. Has anyone been through this and recovered because I feel like I never will? I'm sorry, I just had to be truthful. Now I'm being insulting and mean and I don't want to be that way. It's not the real me. I'm just so hurt. Please help. I'm starting to get depressed. I'm trying not to give into it but it's so hard. Chris I'm open to any advice. I have been seeing my therapist but it just doesn't seem like enough. We tried marriage councelling but that only made me upset and angry. I love Mr. Horton so much but I just keep hurting. -
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Anyone interested in cyber sex?
by RubyTuesday innow that i have your attention.
with the total anonymity available on-line, is it truly cheating, to flirt with, tease, or even "have sex" with someone via your computer?
is this the same as actually committing adultery, or is it just generally "harmless" fun?
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Tim Horton
I totally agree with Imallgrowdupnow. People tend to take things the wrong way sometimes. When its all in jest, fun. I flirt with women on here all the time. I wouldn't consider that cheating on my hubby though. I don't think he would care at all. After all, men dig the 2 women thing.
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Tim Horton
Corvin, I've always respected what you have to say. I'm sorry that someone is doing this to you. Tim Horton's wife
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I called a so called friend today and told her I was leaving the truth
by Tim Horton inshe asked me how she could help?
i said it was too late!
i was tired of being mistreated in the truth.
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Tim Horton
thanks for your input guys. The only reason I called this friend was because she wouldn't stop calling me. It was getting crazy. She left me messages saying that she would never give up and wouldn't stop calling until she heard from me. So I said enough is enough and called her to let her know where I stand. She even made a joke that she has been stalking me. That wouldn't really bother me if I thought it was sincere and not to brainwash and force literature on me some more. I have quite a few friends that I won't be calling as they haven't called me and don't seem to give a damn that my family is leaving the truth. I'm just tired of hiding. I want out. Rusty(Chris)
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It's Candidly-nuts Birthday!!!!!!!
by kls inyes come one come all and wish our loved bird a ,,,,,,,,,,,, .
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happy - birthday ,,,,,,,,you crazy bird
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Tim Horton
Do I dare ask how old? Or is it a sensitive topic? rusty